Thursday, September 30, 2010 ♥
I miss you alot. I nak bukak blog aru. Biar aku blog, takder orang luar kaypoh dalam hidup aku.
Lagi lagi stalker aku.
EEEW, no life people.
@ 10:51 AM
Tuesday, September 21, 2010 ♥
Get a life uh please.
Grow up, jangan stalk hidup aku.
Anak-anak. ~!
Cakap depan-depan, orang kedi jer bobal blakang.
@ 1:27 PM
Monday, September 20, 2010 ♥
Adoi.. alot to do up for my blog. Very little time to rest and even for myself.
Janji i will do up my space properly.
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I know lah he wont read this post.
But, anw, a week back, we became so close. He came raya-ing at my place. With his family.
Then, we did go geylang ramai2, with his family.
He did what we always did when we were together.
We had late night calls till sahur.
Cant deny the fact, both confessed, we miss our time together.
I accompanied him to get the pocket bike.
And we tried it together. (:
It was scary, but fun.
Why lie ur gf if you love her?
I know she doesnt like me a bit.
Cause she is being overprotective to me. And especially about us, contacting even bout silat.
Anw, this is my blog, so i have the right to say it all.
Anw, if you love me no more..
Why find me..?
Give love another thought,
how could you compare a loving soul for years to a loving soul for just a half year?
AND how could you forget your first love..?
just like how could a divorced man forget his first wife...?
i still keep our blog, and shall update there. (:
@ 10:40 AM
Saturday, September 18, 2010 ♥
Yes, i left you.
I could no longer stop lying.
I need my space.
@ 11:09 AM
Thursday, September 9, 2010 ♥
Takbir bergema, jelang bulan syawal. Ramadhan pergi, entah dapat aku temui lagi. Sebak dada mengenang kembali, insan yang menyahut seruan Illahi. Entah bila pula masa aku nanti. Yang aku ketahui, aku insan daif, yang masih banyak khilaf dosa. Arwah kekanda, adinda dan juga nenda, yang pergi menyahut seruan, kini meninggalkan kesan padaku sekeluarga. Bergenang tangisanku, mengimbas kembali saat suka duka kita lalui bersama. Namun, aku pasrah, kerana ini adalah tulisan sejak kita dirahim ibu.
Ibu, ayah,
sejak tapak kakiku sebesar tapak tanganmu, naungan kasihku di bawah jagaanmu. Biarpun aku tahu, kau tidak membaca coretan hati ini, namun aku ketahui, kau dapat merasakan isi hatiku. Aku sedari, aku hanya anak yang tak punya apa. Yang pegang teguh penuh pada harapanmu. Tapi, tak aku pasti samaada aku dapat mengecapi setiap impian dan harapanmu. Aku ketahui, lebih sedekad usiaku, bertahun lamanya aku bernafas, nadiku berdegup, banyak khilaf dan dosaku padamu, bonda dan ayahanda. Biarpun seribu kali aku pohon maaf, aku tetap melakukan pekara yang serupa. Namun aku tahu, hatimu suci bak salju, yang akan memaafkan silap anakandamu dan membelai jiwa kami bagaikan menatang minyak yang penuh. Biarpun pernah aku tangis sendu, namun aku redha, kerana itulah asam garam dalam kehidupan.
Sekali lagi aku pohon seribu kemaafan. Zahir dan batin. Halalkan makan minum ku selama ini. Hati dan kasihku, ikhlas buatmu, bonda, ayahanda. =')
Adinda-adindaku,
Maafkan akak jikalau akak pernah gagal menjadi ketua yang baik dan sempurna. Akak tahu kelemahan dalam diri akak. Sesungguhnya akak inginkan yang terbaik buat adik-adik akak. Bak pepatah, biar aku makan sisamu, asalkan kau kenyang berisi. Akak sayang semua adik adik akak. Tiada yang lebih mahupun kurang..
Kekasihku
Biarpun hubungan ini tidak lama bermula, aku tahu, banyak silapku padamu semasa penantian kau buat diriku. kasih, jangan kau biarkan aku terpinga-pinga mencari erti rindu. kerana di kala ini, hatiku masih terluka dengan kisah lama. Beri aku nafas baru, untukku terus hidup bersamamu..
Buat teman dan sahabat handaiku
Maafkan aku sekiranya kekataku pernah mengguris hatimu. Maklumlah, mulut aku belum ade lesen. Tak cukup umur. Nanti dah officially legal, aru ader lesen. HEHE. sayaaaang korang korang. =)
@ 11:30 AM
Friday, September 3, 2010 ♥
For every start there is always a beginning. And you could not predict what might happen next. Realising the fact that it's never too late to repent. As i could wish much, nothing that i could ever say, but to hope for whats best and put away whats not. Yes, no one are perfect. But dad, i'd placed my every hope on you..
I am away from home. Trying my very best to have a great escape from whats happening at home. No doubt, i knew, i could not hide from the pain and sorrow. Mum, had been a great role model. That had held tightly to all the pain that she was put through. She made me realised the real pain and true love of a wife that somebody had brought her. I love her.
It was such a real pain to know that the one that you looked up upon, the one that you loved actually destroy your trust by being someone one is not supposed to be. But, no matter what happens, love, respect, is the only key that hold me, you, mum and younger siblings together. That, i shall name it, one blood..
p/s: I love you, dad.
@ 5:50 PM
